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Nano2017: The Runaway, Chapter 5: An Introduction to Libertinage, Part II

To celebrate my participation in National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo), I’ll be posting First Draft chapters of my upcoming erotic novel, The Runaway. It is an expansion of my short story, The Tattletale. Here is the latest chapter. Since the chapter is rather long, I’ve broken it down into two parts for easier reading. Let me know what you think in the comments.

Hot water ran off Dorothy’s body while she showered. It felt good to clean off all the sweat and jizz and vodka. During the previous hours of creative perversity, she had taken large swigs of Jerzy and Jana’s bottom shelf swill. When it was passed around they either spilled vodka on her by accident or poured it on her body. The drunkenness simultaneously numbed her and lowered her inhibitions. Half-remembered images shuffled through her mind: a maelstrom of arms and legs; an assembly line of cocks and cunts she devoured with abandon; a depraved baptism of pussy juice and hot sperm.

She felt something awaken inside her. It also appeared in Ford’s eyes as well. In the fall she would head to her first term at University College London. What she really wanted was to attend a School for Libertinage. Perhaps she could do both? London was surely a big enough arena. Plenty of willing participants could be recruited for her interdisciplinary perversity.

These free-associative thoughts led to her contemplating what happened to Ford. This intellectual Adonis had been reduced to quivering jelly because a couple sluts rubbed his glans after he came. He became a submissive pliant plaything. A heroic Titan to a whimpering dog in a few short seconds. In those moments Dorothy experienced a revelation. A Road to Damascus moment amid a come-slathered carnival of erotic debauchery.

In the shower her thoughts ranged wildly, but later she would arrange them into a rough thought-essay. “Male Sensitivity and World Power” became a working title. Her thought-essay is as follows:

For untold centuries mankind has experienced unquestioned dominance by men. They have had undisputed mastery in politics, religion, economics, and war. It has all been based on their possession unavailable to the female of the species: their penis. They have built vast architectures of dogma, ideology, and theory to justify their behavior. If a woman faced any dilemma, she could always call on her man to solve the problem. Men own the State, Men have the Crown, Men own the Business, Men own the Church.

(Despite Queen Elizabeth II being Head of the British State and Protector of the Faith, she is a superficial symbol of femininity atop an unapologetic male-created system. It is hard to recognize a con game once you’ve already bought into it.)

But male power is susceptible to its fragility. The aura of masculinity, of the macho, are mostly smoke and mirrors. Until more recent decades, male power has been nothing more than an edifice built around state-sanctioned domestic abuse. The threat of physical violence by the non-weaker sex had guaranteed male supremacy since the dawn of civilization. Although how civil is civilization? Anyone half-conscious of world events understands how society barely hangs on by its fingernails. A little push here and a little push there and the entire circus will collapse into a miasma of chaos.

The veneer we plaster over our own human savagery is a thin one. A crumbling facade preserved by the geriatric traditionalist hordes – and their slack-jawed gullible fellow travelers – can’t hide away the fissures created by their own moral hypocrisy. We see them in their ecclesiastic and political garb, but we know them by their violence and lust.

But the entire architecture of Patriarchy – such a delightfully vague term (like The Elite and The War on Terror) – is nothing more than “Power to the Penis.” But what power are we alluding to? Is there anything beyond those inches and the body attached to it? Valerie Solanas had it right when she likened men to living dildos.

Unlike a dildo a man’s penis will wither after it climaxes. Once spent it droops. The epic poem of male sexuality turns into a third-rate comedy.

And Mankind – The Male, Hallowed Be Thy Name – can writhe about in agony if you rub his glans after he ejaculates. He will squirm around like a fish on a fishhook. Every desire to be with you, to be inside you, to lick, fondle, bite, and taste, will be immediately reversed. The only thing he’ll want to do is escape. This God Made Flesh is now nothing more than a pathetic beast. He is at your mercy, ladies!

The male cock will be the instrument of his own undoing.

As Dorothy contemplated her ideas she felt a hand on her back. The gentle caress could only mean one thing: Ford had entered the shower. She turned around, her body glistening as the water reflected off the morning sun entering the bathroom window.

They kissed, their tongues dancing the familiar dance.

“Done playing,” she asked, her hand traveling down Ford’s body to his stiffening shaft.

“For now,” he replied.

She rubbed his cock against her body, feeling the hardness against her stomach. At its apogee, his cock reached above her navel. She also stood a head shorter than him.

“Talia met with your satisfaction?”

“Indeed she did.”

His hands felt her breasts, the fingers lingering over her erect nipples.

“You seemed … experienced in these matters.”

“In my earlier days we – I! – could be something of a rake. College and grad school had many pleasurable encounters.”

Then she saw it again. In his eyes, that spark, but it was not a spark of light, but a spark revealing a greater darkness. Beneath this college-educated intellectual, this specialist in early 20th century British literature, lay a libertine. Last night’s commingling and adulterous congresses made this Prince of Darkness emerge. He burst through the imprisoning chrysalis of bourgeois morality and monogamous commitment.

Ford wasn’t some random summer fling. He was a Blakean archangel of Sexual Enlightenment. Like a randy talkative character from a Sade novel. (A couple years ago she read Justine and Philosophy in the Bedroom. It turned her otherwise innocuous and rather antiseptic Episcopal upbringing on its head. The perverted sex acts had shocked Dorothy at the time, but Sade’s diamond-hard atheism proved persuasive. Far more persuasive than the Trotskyite popinjay Christopher Hitchens and the misogynist blatherer Richard Dawkins. Weak beer compared to the Divine Marquis.)

He was her Virgil and she was his Dante; him leading her out of the forest of innocence and ignorance into the Inferno of Vice.

After he took a long bite on her nipple, he turned her around and slapped her butt. She wasn’t sure what Ford had in mind. She did however feel his rock hard shaft between her legs. Her fingers teased his swollen glans.

He reached above her head and detached the showed head from its wall mount. Then, with careful precision, he aimed it at her pussy. His pelvis moved against her in a slow grind. His other hand reached around her body as he toyed with the shower head. Dorothy giggled until Ford found the setting he was looking for. He held it up close as the water pulsed against her labial lips.

With careful ease he then slid his monstrous shaft into her asshole. Her ass bounced against him while the water jets rapidly drove her to the edge.

She reached up her arms and grabbed his neck. One leg bent back as she attempted to brace herself against his body.

The water – warm, pulsating, rhythmic – drove her closer and closer. Since she was already covered in water Ford wouldn’t see the tears forming in her eyes.

Closer and closer.

… and closer still …

Time seemed to lose its linear hold on her. She couldn’t tell how long it had been. Only a few minutes? A half hour? Even longer?

He held it against her body, the pleasures merciless in their exactitude.

Then she came.

She came hard.

Her entire body slammed against Ford. She seemed to jump. Her hands held fast against the walls of the shower’s enclosure. After a series of high-pitched screams she let out a low moan. Her entire body shuddered, the ultimate pleasure reverberating across her skin in ferocious waves.

Dorothy wasn’t a believer in New Age-y horseshit, but she swore she had an astral projection. The orgasm was so intense, so singular, so volcanic, that she felt she had left her body for the briefest moment.

Fucking attained a degenerate mysticism. Not the “sacred sex” beloved to the hippie idiot burnouts, the self-same deluded waterbrains who traipsed around Stonehenge and yammered on endlessly about Aleister Crowley and ley lines. No, this wasn’t that.

Dorothy felt she could grasp at something ancient. Something amoral and destructive. Mother Nature in all her ferocious bloodthirsty glory. The Mother Nature of hurricanes, earthquakes, and plagues. The Earth was a living entity, but the Earth did not care whether or not massacres and mass extinctions occurred. The Earth continued to regulate itself through self-correcting excess.

All this twaddle about thrifty, austere, middle-class values meant nothing if it could all be swept away with a natural disaster. It’s not like humanity has a viable escape plan in place. Humanity is so stupid, so self-righteous, and so self-absorbed that they think either God or human progress will save them.

There is no salvation. In the end we all get what we deserve.

(It would be years later before Dorothy would plumb the depths of philosophical nihilism, poring over volumes of Friedrich Nietzsche, E.M. Cioran, and Thomas Bernhard.)

Dorothy was so wrapped up in her thoughts she didn’t even realize Ford had came inside her while she orgasmed. She didn’t even notice until the felt the drips of hot jizz draining from her ass.

Ford and Dorothy dried off, each with their own towel, in silence easily mistaken for reverence. Dorothy wasn’t sure whether she wanted to sleep or fuck or eat. Exhaustion and ecstasy fought each other for supremacy.

She picked up a scrawled note on the bed. It read:

Deer Moncky,

Gon to hotel nearbye for mor have funn.

Had gud timm.

XOX,

Jerzy.

She let out a laugh.

“I’m going to get some breakfast and head down to the parlor when I’m done,” Ford said. “Keep an eye out for your parents. You should take a nap at least.”

He gave her a long deep kiss and then proceeded to put his clothes back on.

Dorothy held the note in her hands as she walked over to the bed. She was asleep by the time her head hit the pillow.

©Lloyd Feldspar 2017
To read more about Ford, check out my short story Hitting the Rebound. If you are into hot MILF sex, please read my short story The Housewife and the Heatwave.

 

Nano2017: The Runaway, Chapter 5: An Introduction to Libertinage, Part I

To celebrate my participation in National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo), I’ll be posting First Draft chapters of my upcoming erotic novel, The Runaway. It is an expansion of my short story, The Tattletale. Here is the latest chapter. Since the chapter is rather long, I’ve broken it down into two parts for easier reading. Let me know what you think in the comments.

Once again Nigel and Margaret attended another gala charity event. Nigel left Ford instructions for the latest archival dig. After poring over papers and archival findings, he sat on the terrace, a single malt scotch in his hand. Besides the extensive wine cellars, the country house possessed other subterranean antechambers stocked with other rare spirits.

He held the tumbler on his chest, his breath slowly rising and falling. The setting sun bathed the grounds of the stately home in orange and red. The bottle of Macallan Edition No. 1 rested on the table.

Dorothy walked out to meet Ford. Her bare feet padded over to the chair. Without saying a word, she picked up the tumbler and gulped down the rest of the single malt. She wore her school uniform.

“Still fits,” she said.

She set the tumbler down and fiddled with her tie.

“Not for long,” Ford replied, his half-lidded eyes prowling over her lithe body.

“Would you be jealous if you had to share?”

She sat down on his knee, her hand tracing patterns on his jeans.

“Share? You’re being unnecessarily cryptic, my dear.”

“Cryptic? You’re so thick sometimes,” she said with a smirk.

“Tell me more about this so-called sharing?”
“I’d rather show you.”

She led Ford up to her bedroom. He trailed behind her, letting this wispy girl pull him back into the mansion and up staircases and through corridors. She led him by his pinky finger with puckish insouciance. To bring him here seemed almost too easy.

A mutual awakening would commence in a few short minutes.

* * * *

Ford followed Dorothy through circuitous stairwells and darkened hallways. The stately house sprawled with a decayed opulence. The Golden Age long since faded into glaucous nostalgia and brittle traditionalism.

A room decorated in Regency style led to a claustrophobic parlor, a preserved Victorian relic. More rooms passed by, each a sarcophagus of the past, each a dusty vitrine of aristocratic hauteur.

“How many rooms are in this place?” Ford asked.

Dorothy didn’t bother with an answer.

Ford silence signaled he knew the next room.

Boisterous noise from behind a door startled Ford.

“I thought we were all alone?”

“Absentminded professor,” she said as she opened the door. “I thought I told you today’s lesson would be about sharing?”

“Silly me,” Ford said, his voice quavering beyond the confines of sobriety.

Dorothy knew Ford’s weakness for indulgence. She knew she could tip him towards excess. When she first met him, she saw it in his eyes. The mannered politeness and hyper-erudite vocabulary hid a bawdy rake unencumbered by bourgeois morality and careerism.

This research project is nothing but a means to an end, she had thought. But what end?

Now she knew.

“What’s so funny?” he asked.

So smart and so oblivious, she thought to herself.

When she entered her bedroom she looked around and pouted.

“Jerzy’s not here yet?” she said.

“What? Him? No,” a young guy said.

The one who spoke was one of two young men in the room. Each sat at a chair around a small table. Both stared at their smartphones, each with a posture of casual disdain. One man – although it would be better to call them boys because of their emotional immaturity – couldn’t stop padding his groin. Ford’s eyes goggled when he saw the boner struggling beneath the anonymous guy’s jeans.

“Who are these two?”

“Friends from town,” she said.

In actuality, she didn’t know who these two men were. Both were friends of Jerzy. He had told her their names but she had forgotten. Not that it mattered. It wasn’t like any of them would become boyfriend and girlfriend after this planned encounter.

“She done yet?” the other asked.

“She who?” Ford asked.

“Just you wait.”

The shower stopped and Dorothy heard footsteps. When the door opened another woman entered the scene. A white terry cloth robe covered her petite figure. Around her head was an equally white towel.

The woman and two men snapped at each other in Polish.

“Oi!” Dorothy shouted. “Shut it! We have a guest, if you didn’t notice. Why don’t you introduce yourselves, you ungrateful sods.”

“Ivanko.”

“Boris.”

“Talia.”

“Ford,” he blurted.

“Ford like car?”

The Polish trio erupted in a fit of cruel laughter.

“Don’t be rude,” Dorothy chided.

“You didn’t bring us here for our manners,” Boris said.

“You brought us here for our huge manly cocks,” Ivanko said.

Dorothy rolled her eyes, a defensive mechanism to the rising tide of lecherousness. Did she really know what she was doing? Was she in over her head this time?

“So an orgy this time?” Ford asked.

“What was your first guess?” Ivanko said.

“Manners!” Dorothy snapped.

“You afraid I’m going to fuck your girlfriend?”

“Ivanko, be nice.”

“I know how to make Ivanko jealous,” Talia said as she grabbed Ford by the collar.

She pushed Ford down to the bed.

“Ivanko is big talker,” she half-whispered into Ford’s ear. “But his penis is so small.”

Unlike Dorothy, Talia’s black hair framed a face one could describe as classical. With a beauty mark on her cheek and deep brown eyes she exuded a cool confidence. She had the darkest skin of anybody in the room, a subtle shade of bronze. It’s like she had walked out of a Persian miniature. Yet her Polish accent made her sound like an exotic Soviet spy ready to a seduce a rakish secret agent.

She grabbed Ford’s thumb and guided it up to her robe. Dorothy stood by and observed.

“Ivanko and Boris think I am whore. Do you think I am whore?”

Ford parted her robe to reveal a pair of small breasts, dark nipples still erect from the recent shower. Her skin was soft to the touch.

“Do you like tits?” she asked. “Two boys think they too small.”

“No,” Ford said. “Just right. They are just right.”

Talia held his hands and slid them up to her breasts. His thumbs toyed with her nipples.

“I like your friend, Dorothy.”

Dorothy leaned over and kissed Talia.

“Ooo, we like, don’t we?” Ivanko said.

“Why don’t you show us your tits now?” Boris asked.

“Shut up, you bleedin’ sods!” Dorothy screamed. “Go suck each other’s dicks!”

By this time Ivanko and Boris had unzipped their pants to reveal a pair of tent-pole stiff cocks. Ford busied himself licking Talia’s nipples, his hands sliding down to cradle her ass. She then pushed Ford down and began to unzip his pants.

Dorothy walked over to Ivanko and Boris. She bent down to suck Ivanko’s cock, her tongue luxuriating the velvety crown. When sje took it in her mouth, she felt it swell. Boris walked over and let her jack him off. Ford’s cock, now freed by Talia’s able hands, joined the bacchanalia. His instrument held itself aloft, rigid and already coated with a glistening layer of pre-cum.

Talia’s robe fell to the floor. She stood before him, a petite nymph, naked and exotic, a Russian tulip ready to be licked.

“Tell me truth? Am I slut?” she asked.

“No,” Ford stammered.

“No? You liar!”

“Yes, yes you are a slut.”

Talia enjoyed making this overly educated man uncomfortable. A specialist of English, but naughty words making his mouth fall over itself.

“Slut and whore, like they say I am,” she said with a smile.

“You are a dirty whore,” Ford said and then gasped as Talia slid herself on to his throbbing cock.

Dorothy had moved on to the bed, the jumper of her schoolgirl uniform now open. She set herself down and arched her back. Ivanko and Boris pawed her exposed breasts while her hands pumped the two stiff dicks. She could barely close her hand around the two stiff rods.

Rough hands slid down her panties. A hand touched her wet pussy. Another pinched her nipple, stiffening it between thumb and forefinger. The trio began to wrestle off their clothes, cocks flopping comically as Boris and Ivanko kicked away jeans snagged on ankles. Dorothy gasped when Boris’s mouth closed around her nipple. He sucked and tongued it with reckless abandon. Despite having his jeans stubbornly ringed around his ankles, his cock became moistened with sticky pre-cum.

As the comic eroticism of disrobing continued, a pair of drunkards stumbled through the door. The man wore faded denims and a wife beater. The woman – she couldn’t have been a cunt-hair’s-breath past nineteen – wore a leather jacket over a too-tight Black Eyed Peas babydoll t-shirt. She wore denims that seemed painted on. Both wore unlaced Doc Martens.

Dorothy recognized one of them immediately.

“Jerzy!” she said, leaping from the bed, her limbs disengaging from the tangle of the incomplete threeway.

“Monkey!” he bellowed.

He handed the vodka to his female companion.

They kissed, his hand pawing her exposed nipples.

“You dripping wet. You start without?”

“Who is she?” Dorothy asked.

“I Jana!” the young woman replied.

Dorothy’s eyes followed the vodka bottle as it ascended. Jana took a heroic swig and handed it over to Jerzy.

Jana then pulled in Dorothy to give her a sloppy wet kiss.

“New best friend,” Jana said, her breath smelling like nail polish remover. “When to fuck?”

“I thought your wife was pregnant?”

“Wife at home. Jana girlfriend.”

“Girlfriend?” Dorothy said with raised eyebrow.

“Girl for now.”

“Really. I didn’t know you were such a rogue.”

“Love wife. She only for fuck. Like we for fuck. Help you first time.”

Jana kissed Jerzy on the cheek and began to strip.

“Want play,” she said. “Many big cocks.”

When Jana joined in the sweaty scrum she positioned herself above Ford’s mouth. She spread her legs wide to let him lick her dripping nectar. Ivanko and Boris crawled over to let her pump their engorged cocks.

Dorothy became momentarily distracted, eyes focused on Jana’s glistening cunt-lips. She also admired her idiosyncratic Slavic beauty. Jana’s face combined high cheekbones, a long nose with a prominent bridge, set apart eyes, and a dainty chin. Any singular element would register as wrong, but together they created a nymphic alchemy.

Jana stared back, her luscious brown-green eyes drinking up Dorothy’s latent sapphic lusts. When Ford was finished lapping up her vaginal ambrosia, Dorothy wanted to dive into those delicate labial folds and the perfumed interior of her wet pink cunt.

“Jana very with good sex having,” Jerzy said.

Dorothy tore her gaze away from the fuck-obsessed slut and feverishly pumped Jerzy’s swollen rod.

“But you very good also.”

She enclosed her mouth around his stiffening member. Caressing his balls she tasted the pre-cum, delicately teasing the base of his glans. Then she slid her tongue down his shaft and sucked his balls, all the while her thumb and pointer finger squeezed beneath his glans. She felt the head swell to even greater size as she cut off the flow of semen from his throbbing cock.

She further exacerbated the situation when she rubbed against him, her erect nipples sliding across its length.

In the background she heard Ford pounding against Talia. Although she didn’t see them, sweat glazed both their bodies, lubricating their unhinged and perverted lusts. Talia and Jana kissed, tongues dancing like snakes, as Ford kneaded Jana’s taut little ass. Ivanko and Boris complicated this ensemble: Ivanko inserting his glossy rod into Jana’s perky asshole; Boris slid inside Talia’s tightened orifice.

Dorothy’s bedroom reverberated with passionate screams and moans accompanied by the rhythmic smacks of flesh against flesh. The spell would break when one of the triumvirate ejaculated.

“Let’s join party,” Jerzy said as Dorothy rode his erect rod. His big hands kneaded her tits as his thumbs teased her nipples.

They uncoupled their wet bodies and joined the fray. Jerzy’s cock searched for a willing mouth and Dorothy’s cunt and ass craved erect dicks to be thrust inside her. She wanted to be filled. In the end, she wanted to collapse in a heap, her hot vents leaking rivers of jism on to her once clean sheets.

What she wanted most was defilement.

The bleach smell filling her nostrils and her body glazed by rivers of cum unleashed from the many cocks thrusting and fucking around her.

Her daydream became interrupted when Ivanko and Boris rejoined. She let them slide inside her. Ivanko pushed himself inside her, his huge meaty cock sliding into her already moistened cunt.

Boris took her from the rear. Boris took her with an admixture of uncouth savagery and exquisite politesse. He would fuck her but good, but he would still be a gentleman about it.

She continued to suck Jerzy’s cock. Her tongue taunted and slithered around the velvety head, daring him to come. Her fingers teased his balls. Each one rock hard. Primed for a sticky explosion.

A hand roughly grasped her breast. Fingers pinched her nipple. She didn’t know who they belonged to and she didn’t really care. She enjoyed drowning into the pleasurable sensations. In the background she heard Ford’s body slapping against the thighs of Jerzy’s girlfriend. If that’s really what the relationship. But amid the snarl of wet sweaty limbs any pre-existing yoke of partnership collapsed in on itself. What was going on was more primordial, beyond the artifice of civilization and culture.

Beyond the excuses we make for ourselves, Dorothy thought.

Jana moaned in gleeful abandon as Talia took another swig from the cheap-ass vodka. She poured some on her small tits and let Ford lick her erect nipples. As he licked he fucked Jana harder.

“I want to taste your semen,” Talia said, her Russian accent slurred by the booze coursing through her veins.

“No, I want to taste his cum,” Jana shot back. “Mister, can I taste your cum?”

Ford flipped her over and stared into Jana’s eyes. He pumped hard and swift. His forehead pressed against hers. After a couple minutes of punishing thrusts into her hot wet cunt, he withdrew. Without a word, he turned around and knee-walked in the direction of Dorothy’s delirious fourway. She still sucked the cocks of Boris and Ivanko while Jerzy busily fucked her. Her tits bounced with each successive thrust from Jerzy’s muscular thighs.

Before Ford could release on to Dorothy’s sweaty body he met Jerzy’s hand.

“Wait your turn,” he said, not even looking at Ford.

Ford bristled.

He tried again.

“Wait your turn,” he repeated, this time his voice edged with menace. Like Ford he was also primed to erupt. Like Ford he also wanted to slather his hot seed all over Dorothy’s flat smooth stomach and sweat-covered breasts.

Animals, Dorothy thought. Fighting over territory.

Ford and Jerzy stared at each other for long moments, although it didn’t interrupt Jerzy’s brutal pumping.

“You like?” he asked, his voice taunting. “You like watch my dick deep in girlfriend?”

“She’s not my–”

Interrupted mid-sentence, Talia and Jana grabbed Ford and wrestled him back on to the bed. Jana held him down, pushing her breasts into his face as Talia jerked him off.

Dorothy giggled and then resumed double-fisting erect cocks. She teased the swollen glans on both. This made Boris and Ivanko moan.

“Let him see,” Jerzy said to Jana. “Let him see what I do.”

Jana grabbed Ford’s head and pushed it in Jerzy’s direction.

“You see, Professor, you see!”

He pulled out of Dorothy and spilled his hot cum all over her. With a puckish grin on his face, he took his dick and rubbed it against his semen. His manipulated his still erect penis like a giant paintbrush, wiping it across her wet glistening thighs, over her navel, and across her stomach.

Jerzy’s fingers traveled lazily across her breasts, stopping to tease and thumb her nipples. His finger found its way to her hot cunt. As he began to finger her, Dorothy began to moan. She closed her eyes and bit her lower lip.

“Let Mr. Ford to see you make come,” he said.

If Ford hadn’t been restrained by both Talia and Jana, he probably would have lunged up and punched Jerzy in the face.

“Fuck you!” Ford snapped. “Fu–”

Talia found Jana’s panties and shoved them in his mouth.

“Oh yes … paint your tits,” Boris said as he came, aiming his massive fleshly instrument towards Dorothy’s chest.

He jizzed in long ropes of pearly spooj.

Dorothy moaned and then held open her mouth to let Ivanko deposit his seed on her tongue and down her throat.

“You like?” Jerzy asked. “You like his taste?”

Dorothy nodded and then swallowed. She smiled and let Jerzy kiss her.

He fingered her harder. Two fingers pushed deep, exploring her inner folds as his thumb found her clitoris. He tweaked her clit, rubbing it, pushing it, and bending it.

Sweat formed on Dorothy’s knitted brow. She held the headboard, trying to hold on for dear life as Jerzy’s fingers brought her ever closer to orgasm.

Meanwhile Talia had her upper legs over Ford’s face while she and Jana teased his cock. Jana sucked his balls while Talia rapidly pumped his shaft. Talia placed her lips around his glans and sucked hard. Her tongue traveled back and forth across the velvety surface. Like Dorothy he was close.

As his back arched both girls knew it was the signal. A job well done by the pair elicited a massive jet of cum. The first pulse hit the back of the headboard. For several long seconds he gushed forth, his hot jizz streaming from his massive cock, the tool pulsating in their hands.

Talia ran her fingers over his swollen glans. This made Ford jerk and flinch as he made noises that sounded like he was in agonizing pain.

“Ooo, you’re sensitive,” Talia said. “Tough boy with sensitive penis.”

Her sing-songy voice sounded utterly emasculating.

The two petite nymphs finished their handywork by licking the sperm off Ford’s chest.

“You behave,” Jana said, grasping the base of Ford’s dick and smacking it repeatedly against his chest. “You naughty boy.”

“No, my turn to play with dick,” Talia said.

Again, the thumbed Ford’s swollen glans and his body jerked. Talia, oblivious to her charge’s painful writhing, instead kissed Jana. Their tongues played, fueled by mischief and depravity, beginning with kisses of artificial innocence and continuing to stray kittenish licks down their faces and necks. Each tongue finding stray rivulets of sticky cum.

The duo’s reverie got interrupted when Ivanko slapped Talia on her ass. She lunged at him, her eyes feral and her face contorted into a snarl.

Dorothy watched the unfolding drama until she realized Jana’s tongue on her stomach. So close, so near the precipice of ultimate satisfaction, she snatched Jana by the hair and pulled her towards her face. Without hesitation she kissed Jerzy’s girlfriend. She tasted Jana’s tongue. She could still taste Ford’s cum on her face. Jana busily licked off the sticky goodness left by the masculine trio.

Jerzy bent over and bit Jana’s ass.

She let out a squeak and then a giggle. Turning around, she pointed her finger at Jerzy and scolded him.

“Continue to make lesbian with Monkey,” Jerzy said.

When Dorothy finally came, her body rocked with delirious abandon. She let out a loud scream followed by entire frame writhing for what felt like an eternity. What followed were a series of shivers. It gave her goosebumps, even if the room felt like a sauna.

During the maelstrom of pleasure and pleasures, she hadn’t noticed Jana sucking her nipple as she played with herself. Meanwhile Ford and Talia held each other close. Their sweaty bodies rolled around the bed. She saw Ford was still erect or had recently become erect following the femdom teasing.

“You are such a beautiful slut-whore,” he said to Talia. He said with such sincerity and honest. Beneath the insult lay a profound respect. They kissed, Ford indifferent to the cum dripping down her chin, his hands traveling down her shoulders and across her back to her butt. He gave her ass a squeeze, making Talia giggle. One hand gently stroked her jet black hair. Cradling her head in his hand, he turned her over and kissed her neck until his mouth found her breast. He tongued her nipple slowly, exploring its dark skin.

When Talia sighed Dorothy noticed Ford’s hand moving toward her pussy. Talia sighed again and Dorothy felt like a voyeur, an interloper peering into the private intimacies of two people welded together in a special relationship.

She felt uninvited.

A hand forced her head back. It belonged to Jana. The Polish girl stared into her eyes, the look a combination of the disapproving and the predatory. Dorothy and Jana kissed again, emissaries of erotic detente.

Boy or girl, old or young, Dorothy took pleasure in them all. She left Ford to his rent-a-cunt and enjoyed the sybaritic bliss of Jana and Jerzy.

©Lloyd Feldspar 2017

To read more about Ford, check out my short story Hitting the Rebound. If you are into hot MILF sex, please read my short story The Housewife and the Heatwave.

Prelude to Nano: The Runaway, Chapter 4: Dorothy the Bitch

To celebrate my participation in National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo), I’ll be posting First Draft chapters of my upcoming novel, The Runaway. It is an expansion of my short story, The Tattletale. Since I already have a few chapters already completed, I’m posting them before November. Let me know what you think. Comments are always appreciated.

During November I will post fresh new chapters of The Runaway on a regular basis.

Every day like clockwork Ford took a short afternoon break from his academic project and read by the pool. Again she walked past Ford, giving him the brush off. He frowned, his face contorted in jealousy and lust. His hands tightened the book he held.

Hypocrite, Dorothy thought as she smiled back at Ford and then closed the screen door.

A couple minutes later Jerzy entered The Folly, still cluttered with pool furniture.

Dorothy illuminated Jerzy on what the words “fuck buddy” meant.

“Is going to bother, Mister?”

“Ford, his name is Ford.”

“Strange name. Why man after car?”

“Why are you named after a fabric?”

“Is not fabric. Is different spell.”

“It’s not going to bother him,” Dorothy said. “Now fuck me. I want your mule dick inside me.”

She knew Ford heard every word, every moan, every slap of flesh upon flesh. The thought of her father’s maudlin protege overhearing all their perverted activities only agitated Dorothy’s famished sex drive.

In a repeat of their first time, Jerzy let her take off his wife beater t-shirt. She unzipped his shorts, her hand slowly pumping his thick erect cock. He leaned over to taste her exposed nipples, his tongue licking them and biting them.

With little preamble and less subtlety, Dorothy slid herself on to Jerzy’s stiffened member. Already moistened with glistening pre-cum, it entered her in a smooth motion.

Jerzy pounded her cunt with a renewed ferocity. Then he slowed down his thrusts, letting his engorged cock slide back out, so slowly and so deliciously. The thick head came close to removing itself from her wet folds and then (such a nasty boy) he slammed it back in. Hard and rough, his pelvis smacked against her body. He did this again and again, over and over. Alternating the fast and the slow, the frenzied thrusts sped up and then the slowed sliding in and out. Dorothy moaned, engulfed in pleasure, wave after wave almost drowning her.

No wonder his wife is pregnant, she thought, with a meat sword like that.

She adored his naive quirks. Maybe it was the allure of consequence-free adultery? Maybe he also knew he had an audience? She felt his mouth closing around her nipple, his stubble rubbing against her soft breasts. And when he removed his mouth from her tits, he held her above him, his rough working-class hands manhandling her breasts. Rough yet somehow respectful at the same time.

She grabbed the back of the chaise while he grasped her ass and pounded her again. It was relentless. When she could glance below, she saw Jerzy’s face contorted.

“Oh god, Dorothy, I for to. I going. I–,” he said, his words strained between grunts.

Dorothy moved to let Jerzy withdraw from deep inside her. She knelt down on the concrete floor of The Folly and gazed up at Jerzy. Her hand squeezed his balls, feeling how rock hard they were.

“Oh Dorothy I come.”

Before she knew it, hot streams of jism hit her chin and chest. She felt it drip down her neck as pearly strings slid down her heaving breasts. Her body glistened with his hot seed. In a few short minutes, the cum would be cleaned up, but the smell would remain. Rank and fecund, a challenge to Ford, but oddly clean. He smelled like bleach. An obscene badge from her parent’s hired underling.

Would Ford rise to the bait? She thought. Or would he be yet another middle-class bourgeois coward?

“I should for leaving,” Jerzy said.

She rubbed the slow-drying ejaculate on her stomach and mouthed a kiss to Jerzy. Along with the sweat coating her body her skin look wet and burnished like carved stone.

Ford saw Jerzy exit first. He boy blushed and tipped his cap at Ford.

“Good afternoon, Mr. Ford.”

“I’m sure it was,” Ford replied.

Then Dorothy left The Folly. She wore her Ke$ha babydoll t-shirt and denim short shorts.

She walked right past Ford with a knowing smirk. She knew he could smell it. When Ford did nothing, a tiny giggle escaped her mouth.

Just as I thought, she said to herself. Another academic pussy.

That weekend Nigel and Margaret attended a charity event in Cardiff. Like clockwork, Dorothy came down to the pool. Ready to tan and tease. Once again clad in short shorts and another babydoll t-shirt. She knew Ford would be there again, taking his inevitable afternoon reading break.tk

She walked right past Ford, ready to give him the patented brush off. Then she felt fingers gripping her arm.

Ow,” she said. “Get your hands off me!”tk

You do know that I’m working?” Ford’s voice dripped with condescension.

Reading the letters of the dead man?”

Well … yes, that’s not the point.”

What is the point? Jealous?”

Of you? Why would I be jealous of a spoiled little slut.”

It’s hard to take you seriously. My face is up here. The slut is talking to you,” She pointed to her face with her free hand. “Now let me go.”

Your parents may fall for that Hermione Granger shtick. I don’t.”

I may be a slut, I’m not a hypocrite. Besides, there are plenty of rooms in Mummy’s house, use one of them to do your precious project. And besides,” she whispered. “I know your secret.”

What secret? I have no secret. You wouldn’t know, being a goddamn child!” He let the last word hang there. “It’s not easy being separated from my fiancée. Although you wouldn’t know. You seem to have slept with everyone south of Scotland.”

She slapped Ford.

The preening little faker, she thought.

I’d like a little common courtesy. Not be a spectator to your whore-mongering.”

Another slap.

Don’t talk to me like that!” Her jade green eyes radiated fury. “You two-faced shite! I know you jerk off to me all the time …”

Then Ford slapped her.

She returned the slap.

I’m going to tell my daddy on you!”

Before they could lob more slander at each other, lips locked and he had her on the deck chair. What appeared as a struggle became a mutual effort to disrobe. She let him push up her babydoll t-shirt. Then his mouth latched on to a nipple, hard and erect. His pants hung on his ankles while he peeled her shorts off.

She let out a moan after he inserted his throbbing member into her wet cunt. The first tentative slide into her became a series of savage thrusts.

They went at it like two wild animals. She bit his earlobes. He bit her nipples.

She delighted in having him worship her body. It seemed as if she awoke something inside him, something long frozen and constricted.

Her eyebrows arched up while she bit her lower lip. The pained moans meant the opposite, Dorothy holding back an avalanche of pleasure. She braced herself against his weight, her every moan laced with hurt and pain.

She didn’t want to reveal she might come. But Ford understood, his newly awakened libertine easily interpreting her facial expressions, so he fucked her even harder. Harder and faster. The insurmountable pleasure became impossible to conceal.

He withdrew and came all over her cunt, stray ropes trailed up across her navel.

You didn’t last long,” she said with a devilish grin. “Should get that checked out.”

Ford remained silent, eyes unable to look away at his cum pooled around her pussy. She took a finger and rubbed it around. A giggle erupted while she tasted it.

Now we’re even,” she said, followed by a cackle.

What?”

What are you gonna do? Tell on me?”

You wouldn’t dare. I’m engaged.”

I might or I might not. Does your fiancee know your secret?”

She collected her clothes and walked back into the house.

What secret?” Ford shouted.

Dorothy slammed the door on him.

What secret? Was the man daft? How could someone so clever be so thick?

Dorothy knew. Ford belonged to the demonic tribe of libertines, the secret guild of pleasure-seekers, known only to each other through occult rites and perverted combinations. She knew it just by looking into his icy grey-blue eyes. He had been one of them. Now he was one of them again.

Beneath the proper exterior of a career academic lurked a priapic monster, a satyr unhinged by the conventions of middle-class bourgeois morality. Like him, she understood the thing called civilization meant nothing more than hypocritical pieties and deadening rituals used to veil a planet crippled by corruption, incompetence, and violence.

At dinners with her parents, she listened to Ford prattle on about Isabel, his fiancée. All a lie. She understood this because it involved only a single glance.

With the glance, he revealed to her the very edifice he defended was bullshit.

Prior to their poolside rut, Ford blabbed on and on about Isabel. Nursing school this and saving lives that. Insufferable banter. Empty words to fill up space. Offering a clichéd salve to the assembled stuffed shirts around the dinner table.

“Our wild days are behind us.” The only clue, the only hint he gave her father.

It’s hard to see your face, she thought. It’s buried so deep up my father’s ass.

Dorothy understood the utility of nurturing connections for a career, but Ford postured and groveled like a minor courtier. He adored her father like a god. What tosh.

Then, amidst the pusillanimous mummery, he gave her a look. It lasted but a few seconds, but it communicated an encyclopedic knowledge. A knowledge occluded and buried underneath propriety, decency, and industry.

“You may know what it’s like to fuck,” his eyes said. “But I can enlighten you to all kinds of perversion and depravity. I’ll bring you to the heights of pleasure and then split you in half.”

“Two can play at that game,” her eyes challenged.

* * * *

One day Nigel and Ford worked on the terrace of The Residence. Then Dorothy walked out in a pink shirt. On these lazy afternoons, the sun bathing every surface with a comfortable heat, Dorothy found when her father spoke, it seemed nothing more than radio static.

Ford? Problem?”

Oh, nothing,” he said with a smile. Then he directed a scowl towards Dorothy.

She flipped me off and blew a raspberry at me.

Dorothy be nice,” Nigel said. “Your shirt looks oddly familiar.”

Dorothy smiled when she saw Ford break out into a cold sweat.

It’s Ford’s,” she said.

He let out an awkward laugh.

Where is your power now, little man, she thought.

When Nigel looked away, he shook his head and mouthed, “Don’t tell.” Dorothy pretended to act deaf.

Kids, huh,” Ford said, his voice non-committal, yet edged with panicked desperation.

She hissed like a feral cat and then gave Nigel a prim daughter-kiss on the cheek. The Converse soles slapped against the ancient stone stairs before she skipped like a colt down the vast lawn.

She’s a spirited girl,” Nigel said. “Fancies herself a prankster.”

Not a care in the world,” Ford replied. He calibrated his answer to not infringe upon his mentor’s obliviousness.

That night, with Nigel and Margaret asleep, Ford secreted up to Dorothy’s room. When he saw her, his tough guy posture faded as he knelt down beside her bed. He laid his head in her lap, her fingers stroking his disheveled hair.

What did you do after you ran off?” he asked.

I found my favorite pond. It’s by the larch. Then I stripped naked and swam. When I got out, I frigged myself on a tree branch over the water. I imagined you tonguing my clit. Threeways with you and the pool boy Jerzy. Nights with my friends and I. Girls fresh out of Sixth Form, all pent up and anxious. All wanting nothing more than to finish the night bathed in your cum. I know your secret, your dirty, dirty secret, dirty boy.”

Isabel and I used to …”

I can imagine.” She unbuckled his pants.

Back all those years. Before she wanted us to become, ugh, monogamous.”

Dorothy closed her mouth around Ford’s swelling cock.

We’re both liars, but she says it will make her look good. Her superiors. Stuff about ‘family values’ and ‘prayerful living.’”

Are you going to shut up? Those words make me want to vomit.”

I wish Isabel and I could just … just … be ourselves. None of this middle-class surveillance. I want to violate your every crevise. And I want her to watch.”

Show, don’t tell, schoolboy!”

He flipped her over and spread her legs. Unlike Isabel – luscious, voluptuous Isabel – Dorothy seemed so light. Like flipping over a tiny wooden sled. His fingers tore a hole in her panties. A finger slid inside, giving her a jolt. Then he tasted.

Wet already?”

He spanked her tight ass.

She squirmed when she felt the condom-sheathed cock slide into her wet cunt.

You want me to talk mean to you? Say you’re nothing but a filthy rich brat? Nothing but a twat on a stick?”

She guffawed at Ford.

You think you and your whore-friends are any match for me?”

He slid out and then began to sodomize her. His hand continued to finger her pussy.

The panties tore apart when he flipped her over again. She worked to remove her sleeveless undershirt.

Don’t bother.”

He ripped the shirt in half, fabric tearing apart in his powerful fists. Fingers grabbed her nipples with a reckless cruelty, both twisted until she yelped.

His greedy mouth replaced his hands. He gorged himself on her breasts. When he pulled away he let go, delighted to see them bounce and jiggle in the moonlight.

Tongue slathered nipples and breasts and then with a slow patience made he made his way down her sternum, then abdomen, before finally stopping at her pussy.

The sun began to rise when he finished eating her out. He tasted her succulent folds and her jewel-like clit. Pink as orchid petals, he savored their marine tang.

You cunt tastes like oysters. Dripping in lemon garlic sauce. I want to drink you.”

She let out a tiny giggle.

Funny man.”

In a matter of minutes, he made her come.

She became flush, disoriented.

On his return trip upwards, his tongue explored her areolas and her stiff nipples, circling the delicious flesh. In the end she jacked him off. He arched his back and maneuvered his pelvis forward, working to point his massive instrument in her direction. A few anguished grunts became delirious moans, a preamble to his seed spurting across her chest and sweat-covered breasts. The hot cum glistened in the morning sun.

I need you,” He begged, breathless and exhausted.

I know you do. Keep fucking me when I ask you to and I won’t tell my parents.”

Her smile froze his blood.

©Lloyd Feldspar 2017

Prelude to Nano: The Runaway, Chapter 3: Dorothy the Virgin

To celebrate my participation in National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo), I’ll be posting First Draft chapters of my upcoming novel, The Runaway. It is an expansion of my short story, The Tattletale. Since I already have a few chapters already completed, I’m posting them before November. Let me know what you think. Comments are always appreciated.

During November I will post fresh new chapters of The Runaway on a regular basis.

A few weeks earlier she had slipped on her white terry cloth beach robe and headed down to the pool. Shelmsforth Downs possessed many pools, lakes, and fountains across its vast acreage. The immense country estate existed under the permanent regime of conservation and upkeep. Registered as a Grade 1 Listed Stately Home, it competed for tourist foot traffic and tax abatements. Docents told gobsmacked visitors about how the East Wing was constructed during the reign of King Henry II (1154 – 1189). But the Douglas-Howe family spent most of the time in The Residence, a newish wing built in Edwardian Baroque by Sir Edwin Luytens. An opulent affair replete with exotic marble pillars and the heads of “natives” carved into the lintels.

She remembered her older sister Meredith complaining about this.

“But Mommy, the Residence is full of it. It’s so racist. Colonialism shouldn’t be championed like this! It’s so … pornographic.”

“Meredith, darling, it was a different time. How do you think the Douglas-Howe family acquired its wealth? The same wealth that paid for your schooling.”

“Times aren’t that different, Mommy. It keeps Dougie busy.”

Dougie was Captain Nigel Douglas-Howe, Jr., stationed in Kabul with the RAF. His commander had been in a unit that trained Prince Harry. Margaret was very proud.

Dorothy, aged eight, had watched the argument in bewilderment. She giggled.

“Shut it, Dorothy!” Meredith snapped.

Today Meredith worked as Department Chair of Asian Studies at the University of Chicago.

Hammers and saws filled the air in a continuous drone. Workmen shouted and cursed. She didn’t mind playing the cock-tease for them. Today she only wanted to read her book, paint her nails, and tan. No tan-lines for her. She wanted to look French. The city girls would envy her.

“Going outside to read my book, Mommy,” Dorothy shouted.

“All right, darling,” her mother replied.

“I’m taking this bottle of champagne from the fridge.”

“All right, darling.”

“I’m going to shag the workmen and have illiterate mongrel babies.”

“All right, darling.”

Her mother, deep into the second bottle of claret, didn’t hear anything her daughter said.

She wandered through the empty country house, champagne bottle under her arm, book and nail polish in the other. The flip flops echoed through the kitchen and day room. Upon exiting she made her way to The Folly, the Chinese pagoda-styled solarium and storage room. It held various accessories for the pool.

Whenever Dorothy’s family brought up its pedigree, awe resulted. While her father traced his family back to Gin Lane rag-pickers and bootblacks, her mother came from more ancient stock. She claimed to be a descended from the ladies-in-waiting to Eleanor of Aquitaine, Anne Boleyn, and Queen Elizabeth. The first one. The family had relations with the Cecils, the Cavendishes, and the Churchills. They had fought on the fields of Agincourt and Acre, Hastings and Marston Moor, El Alamein and Tora Bora. And they were loaded. The family crest had a motto in Latin about truth and valor, but in recent times it could have been changed to: NO PROBLEM MONEY CAN’T FIX.

The pool boy’s parents were from Poland.

His upheld hand stopped Dorothy.

“I’m sorry Miss Dorothy. You can’t pool until am done.”

He couldn’t have been more than his early twenties. A silver crucifix swung across his chiseled chest. Hard work, long hours, and meager pay carved his body into a monument of savage Slavic brutality. Sweat traveled down his muscled arms, bared by his wife beater. He wore cheap khaki shorts and even cheaper looking tennis shoes.

“No sorry Miss Dorothy. Can’t pool now.”

She lowered his hand with the delicate placement of her finger.

“Can’t swim, dear boy,” she said with a smile. “Swim.”

“Swim, yes, I see. Swim for to in pool.”

He lowered his eyes when the wind kicked up, brushing aside Dorothy’s robe. She grabbed the flapping terry cloth with her free fingers and pulled it over her naked breast, the nipple hardening in the brisk North England wind.

“I’ll be in there,” she pointed. “Waiting.”

She walked past him and then whispered into his ear. “Waiting for you.”

She didn’t dare reveal she was a virgin. Many girls in Sixth Form thought she wasn’t, since she was so sexually knowing. With studies done, she enjoyed reading any erotica she could get her hands on, her Imagination doing the rest. She had a friend, straight-edge and teetotaler, who read nothing but William S. Burroughs and Charles Bukowski. He knew about every kind of illegal drug and their effects, but never used, because, well, he wasn’t stupid. Dorothy held the same perspective with sex.

One could only be a theorist so long.

Today her goal was simple: lose her virginity.

Later that afternoon Dorothy felt rather tipsy from imbibing the champagne. The book lay on a nearby table. Unchain My Heart: The Billionaire Sadist: Book 2, by Beryl Prattsworth. Ms. Prattsworth also wrote about sadistic werewolf billionaires and sadistic vampire billionaires.

Come on, Pool Boy, fuck me already, Dorothy thought.

Minutes later she heard a knock.

“I excuse, Miss Dorothy, pool now done.”

“Is that what you came to tell me?” she asked. She put her hands on her hips, pushing back her robe to reveal her heaving breasts.

“Is late, I must go.”

“Is early, you must stay,” she said, curling her arm around his. “Drink?”

“Must not. On job. Your mother would angry.”

“Stop talking.”

“What? I sorry.”

“Don’t apologize. You know how to make me feel better.” She guided a sweating hand to her breast. His thumb touched her nipple, teasing it back.

She stepped closer to him. Her leg slid between his shorts.

“I can feel it,” she whispered. “It’s so hard.” She put emphasis on the final word, drawing it out like a taffy pull.

“I can no do this, Miss Dorothy,” he pleaded. “At home wife and child. Is wrong. Is wrong by God.”

“Is right. Is so very very right.” By now he felt her hand on his engorged cock. “I want you inside me.” Now she offered pleas. “It’s all right. You can taste them. Don’t you want to taste them?”

She guided his head down to her breasts. He didn’t answer, but his tongue did. It danced upon her erect nipple. Light licks turned into feverish greedy sucks. One of his hands slid around Dorothy to cup her firm buttocks.

“You are like little monkey, all arms and legs,” he said.

They kissed with a fevered frenzy. She pulled off his shirt while he clawed off her bikini bottoms. Wet, but not from the pool.

She knelt before him and slid down his shorts and underwear. A giant cock sprang loose from its cotton prison.

He’s hung like a satyr, she thought.

Upon squeezing the base of his cock, she saw the crown of his massive shaft swell. She slid the velvety head across her sweaty tits. Her tongue licked the glans, brief flicks and darts.

“Don’t be afraid,” he said. “Suck on cock, just like whore. But is nice when I call you whore. Talk dirty, no think you whore for real.”

“I want to be your whore, Mr. Pool Boy.”

“Call me Jerzy.”

With the few initial sucks, Jerzy realized the charade Dorothy played. She talked brash and arrogant, but her behavior around his member remained apprehensive at best.

“You seem new, Miss Dorothy. First time? It’s okay for me.”

She nodded no, but realized Jerzy, despite the language barrier, could detect her bullshitting him.

“Is okay, Miss Dorothy. Let Jerzy for to be your guide. Your helper for to fuck.”

“Thank you,” she said, kissing him on the cheeks. Even Dorothy felt shocked at such a naked display of personal sincerity. She didn’t expect him to be helpful. She felt stripped, but of much more than her clothes.

“Now spread legs. Is okay?”

He fingered her pussy, his hand gentle while it searched and rubbed and toyed.

Her hands gripped the chaise lounge when he began to manipulate her labia.

“No is to for bleeding?” he asked.

“Bike accident,” she replied, biting her lower lip. “When I was nine. Oh sweet Christ!”

“You have pretty clit. Would I to taste it sometime?”

Dorothy couldn’t speak anymore. His finger toyed and flicked her clitoris. This buried gem, this nerve cluster, radiated pleasure throughout her entire body. Toes curled in a delicious agonizing ecstasy.

“No more talking,” she said between gritted teeth. “Just put it in me. Put it inside me before I explode.”

“As you wish. Get it. Wife and I watch Princess Bride. Much funny. Learn English from watch.”

She unclenched a hand from the chaise and slapped it over Jerzy’s mouth.

“Don’t speak.”

Then Jerzy slid inside her. A slow process, inch by inch, his meaty thick sword pushing deeper and deeper into her humid cunt.

“Crucify me. Crucify me with your dick.” She caught his crucifix and sucked on it.

The ordeal ended three minutes later. A singularity melding pain and pleasure. For all the attention given to your first time, for Dorothy it short, anticlimactic, and painful.

She braced herself against the chaise while Jerzy undulated on top of her. It took him several more minutes to end things.

When it finally did end, he came all over her legs. The white hot semen dripped down in tiny gobbets, pooling on the chaise’s grubby off-white rubber slats.

“Now I must go,” Jerzy said. Whatever spell swirling between them lay broken on the floor. “Please not tell mother or my wife.”

“Cross my heart.” She did so using his sticky spooj.

He dressed quickly and left.

©Lloyd Feldspar 2017

Prelude to Nano: The Runaway, Chapter 2: The Summer Visitor

To celebrate my participation in National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo), I’ll be posting First Draft chapters of my upcoming novel, The Runaway. It is an expansion of my short story, The Tattletale. Since I already have a few chapters already completed, I’m posting them before November. Let me know what you think. Comments are always appreciated.

During November I will post fresh new chapters of The Runaway on a regular basis.

The hot summer sun hit Dorothy’s naked back and shoulders as she laid on a beach towel. On the far horizon sat the Residence, the name for Shelmsforth Downs’s sprawling country estate. She basked in the glorious privilege earned from acing her A Levels in Sixth Form. In three months she would enter University College London. Her father kept pushing to attend Oxbridge, but her father kept pushing for a lot of things he didn’t get. Hadn’t living with mother all these years teach him anything?

For now she contended with boredom and lust. Boredom met its end by reading through a copy of OK! Magazine while she listened to Blur on her headphones. She wore tattered denim boyshorts and a pair of pink zebra stripe sunglasses. A garish red tube top rested on top of a lager six-pack nicked from the fridge. Her naked back swayed back and forth on the blanket, long chestnut hair in a sloppy updo. She sucked on a purple lollipop.

“Dorothy, this is Ford,” Margaret, her mother, said. “From America!”

She pulled off her headphones and slid the sunglasses down her nose.

Enchanté,” she said.

“Charmed, of course, as well,” Ford stammered.

They shook hands with a stilted formality. Dorothy raised herself ever so slightly as Ford averted his gaze should an errant nipple peek up from atop the blanket.

“You must be the student from America.”

“Dorothy, I just said–”

“Well, yes, Ph.D. candidate, actually, technically,” Ford stammered. She could see him stiffening beneath his nondescript khaki dress slacks.

“In what?”

“English Literature. Your father has been a great help to me. You’re very courteous. If you could … with the … um, towel.”

“Dorothy! Cover yourself!” her mother scolded. “You’re embarrassing the American.”

She released Ford’s hand. He seemed visibly distressed, sweat beading on his brow, his chiseled jaw clenching in nervous fury.

“Yes, thank you. Pleasure to meet you, Miss. Um?”

“Dorothy,” she said with a smile. Her tongue lingered over the top of the lollipop.

“Come now Ford, let me show you inside,” her mother said. “I’m sure you’re wanting to unpack your things. Get you away from Dorothy. You’ll have to forgive us, Ford dear. She can be quite free-spirited. Now how about a cup of tea?”

Her mother’s rote answer when things became uncomfortable. Unlike her mother, Dorothy had gone to school with commoners and other low-class riff-raff. Not that her mother’s convent school seemed a blissful alternative. She rather enjoyed chumming around with a motley band of prole idiots. It beat her mother’s education of reciting the Rosary, sexual repression, and learning dead languages. Although the fantasy of priests fucking college-age libertines in Catholic schoolgirl uniforms did make her hot.

Her parents weren’t all bad. Her mother remained nonchalant about Dorothy’s summertime toplessness while her father was a different kettle of fish. They had argued about it, but her father relented. He always relented in the face of her mother’s ruthless logic. Besides, she had told him, the estate had ample acreage for her to find a spot beyond the prying eyes of visitors and workmen. (Shelmsforth Downs being in a constant state of disrepair, it always had workmen around. Even in the depths of winter plumbing or electric or whatever always needed servicing.)

She saw the wedding band on Ford’s hand and knew he would be jerking off tonight thinking about her. Even if she was still a virgin, she knew she had that effect on people. Their eyes clued her in. Impure thoughts would flood his consciousness. The only way to defuse the pressure, to repress the perversions coursing through his brain, would involve closed blinds and pants at the ankles.

It made her smile.

Ford, she thought, what a stupid name. Who names their child after a car?

She went back to reading OK! but began to hatch a plan to see how strong Ford’s commitment to the sacrament of marriage could be.

©Lloyd Feldspar 2017

Prelude to NaNoWriMo: The Runaway, Chapter 1

To celebrate my participation in National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo), I’ll be posting First Draft chapters of my upcoming novel, The Runaway. It is an expansion of my short story, The Tattletale. Since I already have a few chapters already completed, I’m posting them before November. Let me know what you think. Comments are always appreciated.

During November I will post fresh new chapters of The Runaway on a regular basis.

The Runaway; a Hallucination

The Orion Quartet: Book One

by

Lloyd Feldspar

THEME OF THE SERIES: Enlightenment comes not from the obedience to virtue but through the cultivation of vice.

THEME OF THE VOLUME: Those who condemn the Whore are not clad in Virtue but Hypocrisy.

So he carried me away in the spirit into the wilderness: and I saw a woman sit upon a scarlet colored beast, full of names of blasphemy, having seven heads and ten horns.

And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet color, and decked with gold and precious stones and pearls, having a golden cup in her hand full of abominations and filthiness of her fornication:

And upon her forehead was a name written, MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT, THE MOTHER OF HARLOTS AND ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH.

And I saw the woman drunken with the blood of the saints, and with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus: and when I saw her, I wondered with great admiration.”

Revelation 17: 3 – 6 (KJV)

Prisons are built with the stones of Law, Brothels with bricks of Religion.”

The Marriage of Heaven and Hell, William Blake

Book One: Albion

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Chapter 1: Decline & Fall

The drive home had become an endurance test of silence and awkwardness. Dorothy sat in the front passenger seat of her father’s beige Jaguar XJ6. In recent years the car’s rusty splotches ornamented the car’s paint job and the engine made unexplained noises.

Then her father broke the silence.

“Getting sent down,” he began. “I guess it could have been worse. With you it always seems that way. Could have been worse. Those summer shenanigans.”

Dorothy sighed and would have rolled her eyes, but the smartphone held her attention.

“The incident with my friend and his fiancee. Did he? Or did you? Oh, bother. That’s but some ironic prelude to this latest incident.”

She checked her phone’s Facebook feed, reducing her father’s continued excoriation of her morality into static.

“Give me that.”

Nigel Douglas-Howe, Campari Smythe Hume Professor of English Literature at the University of Hull, grabbed his daughter’s smartphone and threw it behind him.

“You young people and your stupid gadgets.”

How much money have you poured into this junky gadget, Dorothy thought to herself with a smile.

“What are you smiling about? There’s no cause to smile, young lady. What you did back in college was … it was inexcusable. I didn’t raise you this way.”

You didn’t raise me at all, she thought. And it wasn’t a smile. It was a smirk.

“I’m sorry, Daddy,” she said.

“Oh come now, child. You take me for a fool. At least try to sound contrite when you utter those words. Not like they are a mere formality. I’m not tricked by your fabrication of remorse.”

“But I mean it.”

“No you don’t. Words have meaning. I’d think you’d understand this elementary point. You did so well in English at school before you went up to university. What happened? How did you get so …”

He broke off again, exasperated, steeping in silence.

“Just can I explain?”

“No,” he snapped. “I don’t want to hear anything more. Let’s make this long ride back home as painless as possible, shall we? Very well.”

She continued in her facsimile of regret while her father did his best imitation of a country squire.

Without the glowy rectangle’s social media updates scrolling across its surface boredom soon overwhelmed Dorothy. She let out a huff, rolled her eyes, and turned her head to stare out the window.

It had been a wonderful time, she thought.

She crossed her legs, hiding the throb from her father’s eyes. She remembered this wonderful time with delicious fondness. Random pick-ups from the pub. One-night stands ending in long hard fucks that lasted until the sun peeked through the bedroom window. The taste of cum, hot on her tongue after teasing yet another anonymous cock to orgasm. Greeting the morning with booze on her breath and dried cum all over chest.

Nipples tender from the bites, sucks, and licks received during those late night hours. Getting lost in tangled limbs, her tongue traveling across bare flesh, her lips engorged around a rock hard scrotum or a dripping cunt. University became a nighttime landscape where she discovered her true self: the unapologetic pansexual.

The names lost, if not forgotten, drowned out beneath debauched pleasure and her insatiable lust, but the memories dredged up cravings. Amorphous, primal, and hot. Some weeks she blew off classes, instead holing up in her room. With the prim puritan roommate gone for the day to classes, she led men into her bower of bliss. Some days her flat mates wouldn’t see her emerge except to microwave a meal or use the loo. But they all heard what she did. Amateurs at keeping secrets, she soon found out they called her room “Dorothy’s Fuckpad.”

Low moans and flesh slapping against flesh. She didn’t care who heard. She didn’t care about anything at all.

“Dorothy, the door is locked,” Scarlett said. She brushed aside a red lock from her forehead and adjusted her backpack.

“You can join us,” Dorothy said, her voice a mix of exhaustion and elation.

“Dorothy, please. I thought we discussed this? I can’t help but voice my displeasure at your behavior. Don’t you know that … that … these relations before marriage are sinful in the eyes of the Lord?”

Giggles came from a claque behind Scarlett.

“It’s not funny, you guys. I’ve just spent a long day at revisions. I’m very tired and would like to sleep in my own room.”

The faint whiff of pot entered Scarlett’s nostrils. It came from the adjacent room.

Scarlett shifted her weight back and forth. The rampant secularism, sexual permissiveness, and illegal drug use made her uncomfortable in her own skin. But her parents insisted she go to University College London. Honor thy mother and father.

If they could see her now, ear pressed against the door, party to overhearing her roommate’s animal rutting.

“Entitled bitch,” she muttered.

Dorothy’s behavior now threatened Scarlett’s immortal soul. To listen to sex, to even think about it, meant she also committed an adultery. The Bible said so. Her parents explained this to her before leaving Leeds. One must gird one’s soul, take up the armor of the Lord, and engage in spiritual warfare against the forces of the Devil.

“Well, be that way!” Scarlett shouted through the door. “I’ll be in the common room praying for you both.”

“Oh God oh God oh God,” Dorothy moaned, each exclamation followed by the headboard slamming against the wall.

Dorothy didn’t remember whoever she was fucking that time, but she remembered this incident. Its photographic clarity etched itself into her consciousness.

She slid up the bed, body lacquered in sweat, while she jacked off her stud. Either a common laborer or a student, impossible to tell. Not that it mattered anyway. Muscular, ruthless, and dumb, just the she liked them. And this one was hung like a moose.

The shaft stiffened again, her thumb teasing that sweet spot beneath the glans. The yob did not slouch either. While she pumped the thick member, he had four fingers inside her, going at her cunt with raw aggressiveness. His thumb kneaded her clit like a game controller.

Dorothy bit her lip and threw her head back. Pleasure rippled throughout her entire body. It made her shudder while goosebumps rose over her skin. Her emerald eyes moistened.

Her yob supported his arm against the antiseptic white wall, his body tightening in anticipation.

With a tortured moan he came. The hot cum splashed over her stomach, the long pearly beads dripped down on to the disheveled sheets.

He kissed her, their tongues playing serpent games, while he gave her breast a squeeze.

“That was fun,” he said.

She smirked.

“What?”

“You can leave now,” she said.

“What? No threesome?”

Ah, the literal-minded were so adorable, she thought. The body of a Minotaur with the mind of a cow.

“I was kidding.”

He still looked perplexed. Was explanation really required? Was he puzzled by the obvious?

“Scarlett’s a born-again Christian.”

“Oh,” he said.

“Chop chop. Get dressed.”

She pushed him off her bed with a foot to the ass. Yet another night in Candleford House, University College London. Her flat-mates privy to another show of “The Virgin and The Whore.”

The Jag pulled up the drive to Shelmsforth Downs, the country estate her mother inherited.

“Now go up to your room,” her father said. “Your mother and I are going to discuss what to do with you.”

©Lloyd Feldspar 2017

Ready for NaNoWriMo!

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